Hello?

Once again i turn here as a semi private outlet for what im thinking. This blog has been silent for 3 years now.
Is anyone listening?

First

Firstly let me say that this is a blog no one is ment to find. If you do its either by accident or because i invited you. I put this blog up because i am once again faced with the same problem i have been having for some time. My mind is in conflict and i find it easier to put all my issues down in a format that allows me to deal with them one at a time.
If you comment please simply refer to me as Janus. The rest of these details arent really that important given the perpous of this blog.
If you must know more about me then watch a documentary on wild wolves or watch your dog for a day. In all honesty there isnt much differance between them and myself.
Lastly i have a request. If you have stumbled upon this blog tell no one. Likewise if i invited you tell no one. That means no links. Particuallarly if i invited you.


Ellosho et tu Madre`